Jeanetta

08:43 pm: cute
my sister has a coke addiction



LOVELY!


i dont have a fucking sister anymore, what the fuck!


this shit pisses me off... i keep loosing people to drugs and alcohol..


on a lighter note nick may be moving back here in the next couple of weeks.

thats the only thing im looking forward to right now

10:41 am: woooooooooo
i babysi next tueday!! that means money!!!!!!!!!

02:59 pm: also.......
recently tried some bondage.......




do it. ;]

06:36 pm: so a lot has happened
so last week i went to reading to visit my buddy mike taylor and his girlfriend heather... saturday whilst i was there i found out my moms best friends parents died in a car accident....
the car was engulfed in flames... they were a turn away from their house...

went to the funeral.

the day after the funeral was the emergency room for my poppop. he's still not doing good, refusing surgery. he's very very sick..... no one wants to admit it, but he's dying. so my poppop isnt going to be here much longer =[

that night i found out nick is moving in with his sister to california august 1st =[. lots of crying all night and day. i got sick that night a lot threw up in the morning too. i finally ate a full meal today. its pretty bad. people arent making it better either. asshole fucking girls. we're still staying together. so hopefully he moves back or i get into my dream school scripps institution of oceanography over there so we can be together.

theres a lot to deal with.

my nerves are still shot. i havent gotten a good nights sleep in a long time.

evans car broke down today on woodhaven, it really sucked, im glad it wasnt on 95 or on busy busy woodhaven or that would have sucked for me nick and him.

so things arent going well here, hope other peoples lives are better ya mean???


but still looking on the bright side. =]

its pretty much a push to live life and take my opportunities as they come for me.

so this time next year ladies and gents, i very well may be living in california.

crazy isnt it?

life goes fast.

be nice.

be good.

be yourself.

take chances.

07:48 pm: yay!
im a senior!!!!!!


move up day was corny as all hell, but now im officially a senior

=]

07:43 pm: yay!
prom is tomorrow and next friday is my six month anniversary with nick!


typing and texting with nails is quite the challenge i dont like them at all yo.....

im pretty excited about everything.


=]

im happy for once

i like it yo


but ive go to straighten my hair and get some more shit done for prom so i cant spend time writing about everything thats happened but one day i wil =]

bye bye <3333333

09:46 pm: woooooooooooooooooooooo
blue and gold night was fucking awesome man!!!!!!


go juniors! 80-63 us... fucking cheating ass seniors "won" fuck them yo!


08!!!!!!!



ha my feet are killing me they smell from sweating and my voice is gone! but thats okay!

tonight was fucking hardcore as hell!



=]

11:35 am: yay!
im in such a good mood today i love it!!!!!


=D


yay!!!!!!!!!!!



i wanna go to roh like now.. i miss it =(

02:36 pm: all better
You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die

11:55 pm: so...
nick is out with this girl he just met last night form this air force thing im kinda really fucking extremely pissed at him like he just fucking met her last night and hes going to go ahead and hang out with her and her other air force friend... like what the fuck, i mean i drank tonight and everything, but im still fucking pissed and you can fucking tell by the way im talking to him... im so fucking mad at him.. she left him like a thousand comments on myspace and put him on her top 8 thing and he did to her.. like yeah yeah you made a new friend but you dont have to hang out with her the day fucking afterwards im so fucking pissedright now i cant even descibe it...... im so fucking angry... im just about to tell him not to even come over tomorrow... his brithday is the 14th and i just bought him his present today.... like im about to go take it back and forget about it and be like go have fun with your fucking air force chick you asshole. i NEVER get jealous and i want to tip this fucking bitches face off and her friend... i dont even know them and i want to fucking slaughter them... i donno maybe im overreacting... maybe im not.. its still not going to change the fact that im really angry at nick and al he can say is go to bed.. like whatever... seriously... fucking douchebag, im mad at you and all your going to say is ill talk to you about it tommorrow goodnight... and your going to tell me after you told me you arent going to the air force that your going to go back again.. its whatever... if he goes back im not fucking standing for it.. thats just jerking me around and toying with my emotions... at this point im not okay... my week sucked he knows that he was supposed to hang out with his friend tj tonight.. taht didnt work out... i really shouldn't be worried about this.... but im ready to flip. ughhh like what the fuck.


im just so angry.

01:55 pm: ROH and Killswitch!
RoH show was kinda disapointing... oh well

KILLSWITCH ENGAGE concert was fucking AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!


fucking right ya mean homie?!?!?!??!?!?!?1223436

11:41 am: <3
Happy Valentines day scumbags!!


hope all is well out there


<3333333333333

09:07 pm: so...
my mom thanked god today that i got my period.....


because apparently im an idiot and i get pregnant and dont tell anyone except i was never pregnant i have a regular menstrual cycle thank you.


she's just too over paranoid and wont make me an appointment to get birth control which makes a hell of a lot of sense doesnt it?

10:46 pm: falshback.
well i had a litle flashback today, by throwing up a little...


so yeah i used to be really sick last year back in march to may. yeah that long. all i would do is go throw up, go to school, not eat lunch, come home, throw up, sleep, go out with my boyfriend at the time(ken) come home and sleep more. everyday... it really sucked. eventually i went down to 97 pounds, my boyfriend dumped me and the entire time my family kept on calling me bullemic, and anorexic and just hounding on me about it. i couldnt help it though, i didnt make myself throw up at all, i tried to fight the urge to do throw up but i just couldnt and i did it everyday at least twice, i just threw up until there was nothing left. so i stopped getting sick in may.. but then in mid june it started up again, and it lasted until mid july. then october rolled by... it started happening again. now its february and im feeling fine. if it somes back again i dont know what ill do though. my mom never took me to a doctor though... yeah some awesome family eh?

i donno, i just felt like retracing the worst time in my health life stuff......

yep...

08:40 pm: me and nick are going to ROH wooo!
this is whos gonna be there!

Homicide
Takeshi Morishima
Christopher Daniels
Matt Sydal
Allison Danger
Samoa Joe
Davey Richards
Jay & Mark Briscoe
El Generico
Kevin Steen
Roderick Strong
Delirious
Austin Aries
Claudio Castagnoli
Nigel McGuinness
Colt Cabana
Daizee Haze
Jack Evans
BJ Whitmer
Jimmy Jacobs
Lacey
Shingo
Jimmy Rave
Adam Pearce




and others!!!



woohoo!!!!!!!!!


=)

im happy!! this is nicks first wrestling show so hopefully its awesome!

04:09 pm: Ring Of Honor
Ring Of Honor
February 17th,2007- 7:30pm belltime
Pennsylvania National Guard Armory
2700 Southampton Rd, Philadelphia, PA 19154

Tickets are available at www.rohwrestling.com, by calling (215) 781-2500, or at www.tickets.com.

-ROH World Champion Homicide, with Julius Smokes, will put the belt on the line if he is still champion

-ROH World Tag Team Champions Christopher Daniels & Matt Sydal, with Allison Danger, will put the belts on the line if they are still champions

ROH Legend vs. The Future
Samoa Joe vs. Davey Richards

Tag Team Match
Jay & Mark Briscoe vs. El Generico & Kevin Steen

FIP Heavyweight Title Match
Roderick Strong (if still champion) vs. Delirious

Grudge Match
Austin Aries vs. Claudio Castagnoli

Plus more to be announced with: Nigel McGuinness, Colt Cabana, Daizee Haze, Jack Evans, BJ Whitmer, Jimmy Jacobs, Lacey, Shingo, Jimmy Rave, Adam Pearce and others!!!

05:44 pm: why..
why are some people who say they're your best friends since you were a baby such fucking assholes?


anytime something good happens to me they fucking shove shit in my face because they're fucking douchebags and treat other people like they're nothing...3 months ago they said that someone would fuck me over by now... and guess what?! it didnt fucking happen!!!


i dont fucking need that!

its not my fault you tried to hook up with me a while back and you got shot down...

fuck that!

get over it...

you're a fucking loser.

deal with it.